November 24, 2004
MOVED
OVER!!
FINALLY 19NOV HAS COME.
rahs.and YES. I DO NOT LIKE CARBON. yesyes. ah. but well. since its all OVER. i shall not talk about it. hees.
and i was very upset last night. but shall not think about it anymore.
so i have people owing me treats like over COFFEE -looks around. hahaha..
yesyes. and HELLO SHEILAAAA!!!! iloveyouu!!(: (: (:
EXCUSE ME. LET US LOOK AT WHAT SOME WEIRDED PERSON WROTE TO GET INTO OUR 405 MSN GRP:
i've to admit i like nanyang girls. i think they r cute n sweet. I like to continue keeping in touch with nanyang girls. Wis h u can let me join dis group. Alot of nanyang girls i know since last time... all become young adult liao.
RIGHT.AND GUESS HIS NAME?
SYLVESTER.
so saddening. at least he wasn't called TAUFIK. hahah.. right. back to work then.13daysmore? i can do it.
A PRAWN.
yesyes. slimy and black and what not. WHISKERY. LEGGYPRAWN.
but it was fun drawing it. i have new insight to how a prawn looks like (:
bio pract was quite enjoyable actually.
and quarantine wasn't as long as it seemed. finished from Q to Z in my cheater shouche and i'm almost done!! (:
and dan is PPU and she was going to marry a PPU. and i look at dogs at petshops and say which ones i don't like..haha..PPU. tsk. why pualu ubin of all places?
quarantine was fun. (: imagine if we shouted PRAWN at the councillor at the door. tsk. what would have happened? would we be barred for 3years? haha..so amusing!!
and thinking back. i think i should have boiled my prawn in the waterbath.
studying after that in school with joy and quite enjoyable to. (SURPRISINGLY)
discussed ss questions. and then studied MORE chinese. sourced for our physical geog KTS. there's a really good one out there. some o level distinction in geog. ooh. inspiring title.
and after that when we were so extremely drained already we went to look at cookbooks. as we always do. look at all those playdough-looking cakes. and chocolate!! and pasta. and it makes me very happy. because when i hold the book i can't help but smile (even to myself). it just makes me happy. oddly.
i think i said this last yr. but its going to happen this year. joy and i will bake a MUDPIE for clara. a CHOCOLATE one. yes. we'll try. if not we'll just bring her down to nydc. (: i like this mudpie feeling very much. innerhappiness.
3days to olevels. i don't feel o-level-ish.
DAN: SIMS SCHOOOL!! we will go and earn commission frm company sim. i want my guy to have fat cheeks. and we will call him hammy. short for hamster. yesyes. and we can call the girl PPU. and call the house PU. and the son they have will be called PPU too. amusing!! anyway. i will steal your passport then OHNO. cannot go to aust anymore. stranded in singapore. and you can go to hcjc for ONE DAY? THREEDAYS? (:
DEBS: i still want lastthreeregsiternumbersoftheclassunite(holds up trashbag) gatherings!!! aka hamster party! (: hahahah..CML out tonight? taufik <3 (: neutral gang gathering. so exciting!! i can't wait for grad night now. we must bring vcd player so that we can go to VIDEO EZY and bash up the woman and throw our IC at her and rent videos and watch the whole night. loves+
o levels be GONE.
two choices. RAHS. it has never been so hard to make a choice. this or that. i thought that i was fixed on that. but this came up. and it makes me think twice about that.
SIGH. two sigh-filled days in a row. tmr's going to be a crying day. sigh. crying day equals to 3 sigh-days. so i have had 5 sigh-days in a row. yesyes.
choices choices. some people think i'm lucky to have two choices. HOW. this or that. how do i choose?
5sighdays.
CML won't be out tonight. (i think) :\ horrible. i will go and vote for taufik now. just in case. such choices are easier to make..CML or TAUFIK. tsk. simple.
i am a whiny girl. yesyes. i whine a lot when i am in a whiny mood. be careful and stay away if you don't like whiny girls. then again. who likes whiny girls. not me. :\ wunderful. -sulks.
i don't want to talk about it. or think about it anymore.
at least its a 0.1 nearer to my titration results. BUT STILL.
24.4; aluminium, sodium.
sighs.
i can't see where i went wrong.even though i know my results are WRONG.
at least my QA was good?
sighs.
debs:DAVID YEO for me. ahhs. i am going to miss our talk-during-chinese-lesson-don't-care-abt-wanglj gang!!oddly. chinese lessons have been the best with you and huiling. ilu+++ and yes. disneygames stretched MY disney limit. i never knew there were SO FEW disneycartoon movies..have to rack my teensy brain just to squeeze out some title. :)
huiling: BLOG ADDRESS?? ahhs. i will burn the videos we took yest into some cd for you!! NO REDOING OF VIDEOS. haha..CD,one dollar. CHAIR, 7dollars. SITTING NEXT TO HUILING, PRICELESS (: (: for everything else, there's..judy. yesyes. hahah..(: i hope we end up in the same jc. i'm not changing my choice. *loves (:
last day of school.
our days are almost over.
i guess its going to be so different.
never seeing you all again.
never being able to do the things we do.
no more pooh or piglet.
no more huiling poking me.
no more judy sleeping in class.
no more dan turning around near recess time asking me if i'm going for recess.
no more debs turning ard during chinese class to talk.
no more jialee and ziling walking down with me in the morning.
sighs. i never want to leave you all. :(
those were the best years of my life
i don't want to grow up. :(
okay. i should stop writing before i start crying.
i love you ALL.
i want to linger here. a little longer here. a little longer here with you.
and as the days go by. i'll think of you and sigh.
say its true.
there's nothing like me and you.
and i would runaway.
with you.
i was just thinking about things. and i've realized. that i'm not looking forward to jc life. not at all. so many things are going to change. i'd rather stay with all the people i know now. i'd rather live this way. hmms. i was just looking through the gbook..all the older entries.
and i felt sad. i think i'm going to cry buckets during the graduation ceremony. pails and bucketfuls.
was talking to dan about how jc life would be. trying to see or imagine how it would be. and i don't think i'll like it very much. then again. maybe its just me trying to resist the inevitable -change.
which reminds me of mrs seah's philosophy for teenagers lesson. the only thing constant is change.
wells. to you reading this:you've touched my life in one way or another. and i'm so thankful that at least once our paths crossed. (:
and i know nothing lasts forever. but there are lessons that you'll never learn.
how i love/hate this line.
ohmyy. i just got a call frm some nkf. and ahhs. this is werid. i just got myself landed with a donation card and a health tip. PLEASE DRINK CARROT JUICE. it improves your eyesight. WHAT?!! :\
taufik taufik taufik taufik taufik taufik taufik taufik taufik!! <3 <3 (: (: (:
he's so cuteeee! he has damn cute long eyelashes! :) SAYS GRACE. (tsk. i never say such childish things.) yes. DEBS. SOMEONE ELSE AGREES WITH US. -gives jerry eyes to kailin-
actually. i don't want jerry to go out. he's quite a nice guy. CMLdeserves a big kick. so annoyyyying!!!!
anyways. openhouses day. did not have good experiences on the bus rides to and back frm vjc. :\ going there the bus was packed and i was stuck in the middle of this huge grp of people who were talking about going to somebody's birthday party and they were talking SO LOUDLY. "aiyar. i don't like him leh. must i go for his birthday party?""we go at 6 la.""but so paiseh. aiyar. we be kind to him larh. go at 4.give him some face..." ETCETC.
YUCK. so annoying.
anyways. then when we were going back and we were waiting at the bus stop for 31 to come there was this bus 76 that had this...OVERLYFRIENDLY bus driver who had a lecherous smile on his face!!! and he stopped and let the passenger alight and he kept LOOKING AT US. and then he moved the bus forward and OPENED THE DOORS and kept smiling at us. and asked if we wanted to GET ON THE BUS. ofcourseNOT. yuck.
but walking around is tiring. i am tired.
and mummy is laughing over my spoiled singtel paper vjc goodie bag. she wonders how i carried my bag. "only walk around for how long and your bag become like that." okay. she is saying next time if i hold hands with my boyfriend my boyfriend's hand will have a lot of scars and brusies. -jerry eyes at her-
so mean!!! boyfriend's hand and paper bags are not the same. tsk. hahaha
joy thinks she cannot ever go to njc because she LAUGHED at a greenlink guy who was giving us an introduction to BIRD WATCHING. when he said 'bird watching' she giggled. and she giggled again. and the guy: "er. is anything wrong." she thinks that if she comes to njc this greenlinkish guy will recongize her and will hate her for laughing at him. and here's the quote on their leaflet:
"you are the earth. i am the earth. the earth is dying. you and i are murderers."
okay. i shall not comment on it. no comment. yesyes. no comment. (:
players only love you when they're playing.
i'm not playing it anymore.
the complications of it all.
okies. coming here again to say somethings while i take my 15min break frm geog,math,bio, what not.
i know i shouldn't laugh at 789641531 but its really hahaha.okies. i have to stop going to her blog for amusement. rahhs. haha..went to find mel to talk about it. tsk me. but its really so funny..paininmyheart. oh hurts so much. okies. enough.
judy and my verse today.A-RINKYDINKYDINKY!!! everybody wants to be a CAT! hahaha..
i think mrs chang is so funny. i will just sign and use the school chop and CHOP! then okay already. hahaha. i like mrs chang very much. she's very funny but she doesn't realize it. and its really quite nice being in her math class for banding. hahaha..
and my body clock is not working well. ever since i woke up at 11 on saturday. thankyou saturday.
i like the jerryfish debs drew. its just so...JERRY! -jerry eyes- i think i can do jerry eyes already. because i haven't been sleeping well. so i have natural jerry-eyes. yesyes.
right. back to RI geog. rahhs. :\
i looked away.
then i look back at you.
you tried to say.
the things that you can't undo.
if i had my way.
i'd never get over you.
okies. since its the weekend.
and since people have asked me to update AGAIN.
and dan can also pretend that its for her.
haha..because it will make her happy. hee (:
maths causes you to destress in the weirdest ways!!
BUT ITS OKAY. hahaha.. debs!!
-tilts to one side- daffy duck sticker action.
-makes the singapore idol JERRY EYES-
and the 'who would you rather' games.
winne the pooh or piglet.
cow or chicken.
jack the ripper or jessica simpson.
:\
and grace is telling her friend the lightbulb joke about ME.
rahhs. how dare she use my name.
i do not spin the house to screw it on.
hmphs.
hahaha..ooh. i just thought of one.
timon or phumba.
hahah.okies. we should seriously stop this. hahaha.
and winne the pooh has a teensy t-shirt.
and piglet wears stripey clothes.
i didn't know piglet wore clothes.
maybe the stripe was just a..BIRTHMARK.
i'd choose timon.
phumba is smelly
that's why he always gets the whole waterhole.
grace says phumba.
because she.
I LOVE TO EAT PIGS. AND SHARON SAYS GRACE RAWKS HER SAWKS! :)
she barged in. horrid girl.
hahahahaha.
and just read 7167684's blog.
hahaha ohmyy.
the pain in my heart. -tsk.
so amusing. shall ask mel.
anyways.
23days to Os.
(:
-jerry eyes-
just felt like updating today. hee (:
i'm going to get killed for writing some things but wells.
i feel satisfied. because i've done a lot these days!
finished the chs geog paper. cresent girls math paper. rgs bio paper mcq. tkgs bio mcq. bio tys. redid the mistakes in the amath and emath papers. did my english. over TWO days.
yay. be happy for me. (:
i am pleased!!! (:
and looking at my layout always makes me smile because the girl is so so so cutish!! (: (:
its unbelivable. a stroke.
but i just saw him this morning. fine and healthy.
he smiled at me.
but no news is good news i guess.
hmms.
its scary how close it is.
and just thinking this way.
i might as well say.
i could die right now.
and there would be so many things i haven't done.
so many things i haven't said to special people.
it doesn't seem like pastor teo can just stop breathing.
and leave us just like that.
surreal maybe.
but so very real.
yups. this is one of the last few entries here. at least till the o's are over. ahhwells.
didn't want to blog but dan asked me to. and so this is for dan! (: our song. i'm the one who wants to be with you. (:
its a really sweet song. its been replaying over my media player 12689451687 times. and it never fails to make me wonder about some things.
hmms. wells. things have been on my mind. personal things which people shouldn't ask me about. (get the hint) apt song for such a thing.although not very apt. but its a sweet song. and i like it vv much. with a sweet girlie on the picture to match.
wells. the next few weeks are going to be pure sweat and blood. three more weeks to o's. and it doesn't feel that soon. its hard to start again after the prelims. :\
i wonder if i did the right thing. because i'm afraid that i might regret it. thereisnoonelselikeyou
oh whoever is reading this and doesn't know.....don't be a kaypo!! hee :) i hope chinyen can get into xjc with me! hee.
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
so far the results have been...as predicted. so far. and we have to wait two more days before we get back the rest of the papers. :\
anyways. i feel terrible. a sore throat, flu and tiredness. hmms. and to think that miss tan still thought i looked fresh?!! you don't look tired at all. you never study is it! hahaha..oookies. (:
anyways. i hope that my plan will work out accordingly. hee. it should but still..element of mystery in it. ohwells. we'll see.
grace got the disney cd yesterday and now. no more sims for me. i have decided to stay away from the ADDICTIVE SIMS and listen to disney instead.
There you see her
Sitting there across the way
She don't got a lot to say
But there's something about her
And you don't know why
But you're dying to try
You wanna kiss the girl
Yes, you want her
Look at her, you know you do
Possible she wants you too
There is one way to ask her
It don't take a word
Not a single word
Go on and kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
My oh my
Look like the boy too shy
Ain't gonna kiss the girl
Sha la la la la la
Ain't that sad?
Ain't it a shame?
Too bad, he gonna miss the girl
(: (: (:
ahh.okies.because of the upcoming o's. i have decided that i will stop writing at least for quite a while. (:
so till the next entry then.. (:
HELLO!!!!!
anyways. a mood dampener but yes. there are SIX weeks to o levels after this week. eeps. but its okay. i will enjoy this week to the max. later going out for lunch with lingx and going to -ahem- about -ahem- and -ahem-. hahaha. ok. and then tmr i'll be going out with chinyen to watch the terminal and talk about -ahemS-. hahaha..okok. this is bad. but yes.
ohyes. janice has been slacking. she was studying on my bed yesterday. and guess what i found under my pillow at night. A STORY BOOK. and i screamed at her. and she looked sheepish. (suddenly reminded of what debs said about sheep and me...NO!!)
and DID YOU KNOW. that there is a narrator in your microsoft windows?? just click the start button, accesories and under accessibility. and then open notepad and type something. and it READ ITS OUT. hahahahah..ohmyyy..its superly funny!!!!!! hahahaha..found it by chance. ahhh. i shall use it to scare daddy. hahahahaha..its like the dictionary thingy debs and i did on matilda....ohmyyy. this is funn!! hahahahaha..
okies then..laterr. (:
cheryl: sure!! you can link me (: (:
missy: YOU MUST COMMME!!! then we can be in the RED grp again! hahahaha..and play captain's ball till 2am!! (:
samQUEK: i remembered the 20cents you saved on your phone bill and you can go to the toilet 2 times because of your savings!! hahahaha..or one time with tissue paperrrr!! hahah *smiles (: takecare
i am in love with SIMS again! :) :) took a break yesterday and played it from 3 till dinner time!! hahaha..and fabio likes me!!!! and he propsed to me!! but the catch is. HE IS A CRIMINAL MASTERMIND who brings home $1100 a day. :\ eeps. married to a criminal mastermind. BUT ITS OKAY. he is very nice. he always cheers me up.
ohwells. i'm tired of studying. as in emath paper 1 and geog paper 1. ugh. i've sort of studied for it earlier on when preparing for the other papers. and geog. rahhs. i have the whole tuesday to study for it. whycan'twetakeitonmondaysothewholethingcanbeoversooner actually. why can't we? monday's history only. and no one takes history and geog. never mind. satisfaction in prolonged suffering is the management's motto.ohwells. wednesday wednesday wednesday.
today's saturday..WEDNESDAY'S COMING!!!!! siiigh. a feeble attempt to yay myself on.
ohwells. i can't wait. BE OVER. :(
two more two more two more. yes i can! wednesdaywednesdaywednesday!!!!!
CHEM WAS NICE. mr kuo might be trying to gain popularity among the sec fours. yesyes. heex (:
and gahhs. i wasted a lot of time studying for chinese. which wouldn't have made a DIFFERENCE. because i wouldn't know how to do it whether i studied or not. then again. it was a hard paper so everybody dies together. all together. ohwells. better than just like one person like me dying..eeps. that was evil. but yes. all die together. hahaha.
ohwellies. lately i haven't been able to sleep properly at night. i take uberly long to actually fall asleep even though i get into bed around 11? and i wake up feeling tired and sleepy. and the HDI is stuck in my head. life expectancy, literacy gnp. yays.
hotspot hotspot hotspot please please please. i have a bad feeling.
two more papers. emath paper 1 and geog paper 1. i can't wait.
hmms. ahhs. never mind. i've decided against it. no point. okay. will not say it here. but then again. not important.
okies. i haven't seen chinyen in AGES. and i will go and drag her out one day to tell me THINGS.
i think .. is acting weirdly and well. selfishly. but then again. n.o.m.b. so nevermind!
two more papers. i cannot CANNOT CANNOT WAIT.
peanutkingdoeslogbadly.
the little lamas act cool at disco outings.
i use rackets in racket games.
grace really means to love cooking little pigs.
grace really wants her rice and veggie.
please stop calling me a zebra.
i truly like happy cats.
PEANUT KING DOES LOG BADLY. (:
pltows.
pfish.
chaos.
(:
its friday ALREADY. :(
its not good at all.
joy and clara came over again yesterday and relative velocity, integration cum lit session was slightly more productive. what would joy and i do without clara? heex (:
anyways. during our 'lunch-break' had a nice session of HELLOPANDAS. (strawberry is nicer!!) and there is a hellopanda on the hellopanda eating a hellopanda. yes. and there is a hellopanda eating a baby hellopanda on the hellopanda. hahaha. and there is haggard looking hellopanda. two flower hellopandas. one act cute hellopanda. and one in the teacup hellopanda. and joy's favourite: bicycle hellopanda. ahh.socute. hahah..but had to walk all the way down to holland avenue frm holland village just to get that specific TIN of hellopandas. superlyhot.
ohyes. new king of the castle EASY TO REMEMBER QUOTE.
kingshaw stuffed his fist into his mouth
hahahha..and just between thethreeofus. shall save our faces by not writing about that **N*/ R*P that we came up with. but. fielding is my pal. and gertude is his cow!+ helly. and sissorsman. i am dead clever. was laughing like mad again when i saw it. KOTC x 3 chorus.
hahaha..
okok. BACK TO MATH.
have i said? i'm so dead for chinese. :\
byebye for quite a long time. i think.
CLARAAAA
helloclarabellaaa! (: (:
study session was pretty alright. and got to talk a bit here and there with those two.
anyways. lunch was extremely filling. went to holland village's swensons and had 3 rotations of plates around the table. so had a 1/3 of joy's clara's and my food. (: sharing is funn. and went for a walk around holland village and looked at rabbit mooncakes, pigs and the toy plant that bobs up and down.
anyways. the fascination of joy with the little toy camera made in singapore that has a popping out sun. ahh. which reminds me of the nice scratchy paper we saw at partyus. ahhwells.
-sulks. clara didn't want to stay over. even though joy and i plotted. so sleepover thingy is not on. so saddening!! it could have been superly funn.
ohwells. ah. i was right when i said it was going to rain!! hahah..because it rained the NEXTDAY. ahh. :) so exciting!! i should go and apply for a weatherman job. (:
ohyes. joy didn't like what asdfhjklkjh said either. and yays. (: turn-off. okok. i really should stop this.
okok. MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY. somebody. ahh. did more geog today. but only for around 4+hrs? and then after dental i didn't do anything else. eeps.
anyways.
CHINYEN!!!!!!!!!!!! imissyooou. :( :( haven't spoken to you for superly loong!!!updates on s- and gang needed. ahh. i miss you and trainings. :(
DAN! tsktsks are so tsktsk. tsktsk* really tsktsk. aiyohhhs. tsktsking tsktsk is fun.hahha.. :) :)
ahhs. okay. i am sick of weather instruments and pressure belts and temperature and pressure and winds and and and rains. basically the whole chapter.
and i see. today the sun was rather sunny which means evaporation rate was quite high. which would mean that sooner or later saturation point will be met. and which means that sooner or later is going to become very HUMID. and it will rain. sooner or later. but for now hot is hot.
had a funny in the weird sense dream last night. but. i WILLNOT SAY IT HERE. dreams are private things. yesyes. and i remembered one of my older dreams. where i dreamt about a black bird. i fear am becoming like kingshaw.
cedric: ahh.its a bit hard to explain it here..but based on the source the code shld go smthing like this:
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yupss.
daaan!! okok. i'm so mean but. asdfghjklkjhasdf!!!!! ee x 100hundredmillion. shhh!!!! haha..tell me online if you still go to the asdfhjklksd place! so amusing!!!hahah..ohyes. our milo and all the nice-flavours icecream stop hasn't been made YET. must go one day. eeps. dan. we are going to become FAT. reallyFAT. -stompstompstomp. :(
debs: SUPERLY EVIL LOOOK!!! i will STEAL YOUR DOG. ohyesyes! you shld come over and look at the dog book i told you abt. there's this very mutated looking dog that has hair growing on its face. as in not just hair like normal dogs but ALOT of hair. it looks like a round puffball head. so mutatedddd.
one week with no school feels odd. i miss sitting next to judy and huiling.
HELLO JOY!!!!!
*waves. no african documentry background music..hahahahaha!!
did a new layout this afternoon since i decided to take a break. (:
anyways. sheila is superly pro at spotting questions. esp social studies.
and you know what?
i have the nicest jnrs in the world!!!
yays* i love them. (: (: (:
one(HOLIDAY)week to study like mad.
thankyou school. :|
went back to nhps. felt good to talk to teachers and know that they still remember me! esp mrs michelle tan. yays. (:
anyways. comments on the hair. miss tan says i look like a sec one again because my hair was like that in sec one.
mrs chang+anna fu: you look different. (mrs chang gives her small-eyed mrs changy look, anna fu's the usual..)
me: yar. i cut my hair.
mrs chang+anna fu: ohhyar. no wonder. you look more youthful. (anna fu eats her cake)
hmnms.haha..they two cute teachers together!! :) :)
ohwells. prelims start tmr.
eeps. :|
okok. i really shouldn't be here.
back to social studies. goodluck everybody :)
so busy out there.
all you wanted was somebody who cared.
(: (: (: (: our lucky happy song!!! and it goes:
Once again as predicted left my broken heart open
and you ripped it out
Something's got me reeling
Stopped me from believing
Turn me around again
Said that we can do it
You know I wanna do it again
Shut the door baby, don't say a word
She always rights the wrong For me
Baby
She always rights the wrong
For me
for those who actually get it. which is actually only 5 of us..i wanna do it again!!! hahaha..*loves!! (:
ugh. i feel sick.
i think its the flu. feeling feverish without a fever.
maybe i have bird flu.
right. so back to math.
didn't have a REAL no-school day today. had to go back to school at 8 for math and chem. but mrs chang was so sweeet!! she baked us rasin bread. hahaha..mrs chang's so nice!! :)
sat next to jialeee again today. :) :) it felt good to sit next to jialee again. and yes. she still says 'sharon yeo yeo' like the most normal thing. but got to talk to her about zxcvnm. hahaha..
anyways. dan and i went for lunch and studied together after that. and haha..had long talks about this and that. and that and this. and when we took a break we went to look for what sort of jobs we could do.
and. had to take quizzes with questions like: do you like to paint houses. do you like to drill oil wells. what?!
and based on the survey. WE BOTH CAN BE MIDWIVES. highly eligible. cooperation and listening skills are needed.
and i can be a bingo club manager.
and i supposedly can be in the armed forces technical operations. riiight.
dan and i are going to set up a magazine so that we can write in it..hahaha..midwife monthlies. YUCCCK!!
hahaha..okokok.
i'm going to miss dan. :( looked at the pictures of the school she's going to. and they only can wear ONE watch. hahaha. and they have to wear a helmet if they cycle to school. ahh. sigh.
and DAN!! eeeeee.asdfhjkllkjfdsa. remember THAT link?? yes. go there AND BE EEEEE-ed OUT. rowarhhh.qweruiopasdfhjkl. yuck!!!!!!!!!!!!yuckyuck!!!!!!!!!!!the board. yes. the board.
right. the REAL sleep in will be tomorrow. and i will personally kill anyone who wakes me up before 830.
walk into the exam hall with a black cloak and start singing phantom of the opera
i wish for so many things. but sometimes a wish is just a wish.
tomorrow's going to be a long day. sigh.
yay. 22.8 titration. threemarks gone for failing to identify the calcium in calcium carbonate. and joy and i have realized that we are silly. we tried to filter without using the FUNNEL.
OH...
and to think it never occured to me to use the funnel. and i was there wondering why the solution was dripping. and i was there wondering how come my test tube was lying in a puddle of solution on the test-tube rack. ahh. now i know.
come to think of it. i wouldn't even have realized it if joy didn't ask.
yays. clara has finally joined the sharon and joy study grp. :) and yay. studied a lot today. and i am ahead of my plan written on the post-it. talked about a lot of things. and studied a lot of things. best of both worlds. and again. it feels good to talk about things. :)
dan: asdfhjklqweruiopasdfjklghjk rahh. so irritating!!! hahaha..you are a bryani girl and watermelon juice drinker.
ohyes! thankyou sam!!!!!!!!!!! ahh. thankyou for the sweet letter!! made my day! :) :) :)
i feel like watching durian king. babyboo. sherylee and sherlyn. nice not nice. destroy somemore. no violence no killing no pouring acid on our face. must keep fit. -hula hoops. HAHAHA...ohmyyy..hahahah..okok. everyone should watch durian king to relaxx.
anyways. study leave on thursday and friday. finally a day to sleep in.
where are you now. now that i need you
talk about singing your lungs out. and jamming LIKE MAD. :) :) :) :)
"THIS SONG GOES OUT TO TRACY!!!!! -pause- who the hell is tracy?"
ahh. right.
sembawang's the place. namely. daniel's house. haha..went there for dinner last night with all the cousins and it was the usual. mad. glenn. daniel. michelle. so saucy. hahahha..right. only glenn and i appreciate the norhiang sauce..whatever it is spelled..
and the frankenstien rabbit suddenly looks cute. hahaha..the abandoned one. it no longer growls and bites. it allows me to stroke it!! finally. perhaps it has realized that rabbits aren't supposed to growl and has decided to be demure and sweet. hahaha.
anyways. glenn was being well..glenn yesterday. all that tapping on the shoulder and then pointing a finger at my cheek so that when i turned his finger would jab into my cheek. raaah. did it back to him ANYWAY. hahahaha..-pokes.
and all that shalala glenn thing..ohmyyy. but found a nice new song that daniel plays so so so well. esp the plucking part. the difference-matchbox20 :) sad song. but nice.
and ever heard the techno version of its a small world after all? hahaha..ew. :|
anyways.today church was pretty good. spoke to pam and shaun, from rjc and vjc respectively. ahh. pam says go rj. shaun says go vj. brainwashing-ers!! right. i'm going to X-jc! hahaha.. :) :)
got my chem and ss kts today. the chem one's really good. thankyoudebs! :) :)
ohwells. chem pract exam tmr. let us hope no one's hair catches fire. so amusing..
in the quiet moments
while the city's still dark.
sleepwalking through the summer rain.
and the tired spaces
you could hear their name
when she was warm and tender
and you held her arms around you
there was nothing but her love and affection
she was crazy for you
now she's part of something that you've lost
for all you know
this could be
the difference between
what you need
and what you want to be.
night swimming in her diamond dress
making small circles move across the surface
stand watching from the steady shore
feel like i'm wide open
and waiting for.
something warm and tender.
now she's moving further from you.
there was nothing that could make it easy on you
every step you take reminds you that she's walking home
for all you know
this could be
the difference between
what you need
and what you want to be.
every word you never said
echoes down your empty hallway
everything that was your world
just came down.
did breaking on the bouleavard
feel the sun warming up your second hand heart
light swimming across right your face
and you think
maybe someday
for all you know
this could be
the difference between
what you need
and what you want to be.
ahh. just got back frm deb's house. and because of the rain..xc was cancelled. and that saved me from the dilemma and a CONSCIENCE CLAUSE. was almost going to walk today. and yet i might have ran today.ahh. i knew it!! i knew chinyen would eventually run. haha..ohwells. wonder if they're going to reschedule it.
anyways. you are a fat loser and you have body odourfrm the mr.cool frm schoolofrock!!!!!! ahhh..gonggong ones!!! hahaha..so extremely funnyyyyy...blondie for blondie. anyways. after we were dimissed left school and went to pick up food and rent a video. and the CONDESENDING woman was irritating. bleah. shall not elaborate because such irritating people do not deserve precious space on my blog. yesyes. (: anyways. we rented bring it on. and yays. girlie show but fun show. and the routines are mad.
but dan can do all that. i'm sure.she is supposed to join the cheerleading squad when she gets to australia and she is supposed to be the one being tossedup in the air. hahaha..so fun!! and i remember the spongepool where we climbed all the way to the top of the ladder and fell backwards into the spongepool and SCREAM! hahah..was superly funn!! and chien was holding on to the ladder and refusing to jump..ahh. (:
and DEBS!!! your dog is like a TOY!!!!!! ahhh..so cute so cute so cuuuuute!!! socks is cute-ish!! and it was following me and then when i stood still it lay flat down on my feet and started flipping around. and i was wondering what it was doing. hahaha..wanted to be scratched. so cuuuute!! oneday debs..i am going to your house to play with the dog and not to watch movies!! hahaha..deborah and her dog have fringe that grows shorter. yesyes.
ahhwells. the sister's coach just called up and asked if i wanted to join wings. and asked if i wanted to run 4x400 for wings on sunday. hmm. will think about it. but for now. i need to get kts for chem pract and bio pract. okok. i will CREATE a kts for my practs. yays. kts creator!! (: (: (:
STEP OFF STEP OFF STEP OFF!!!! (: (: (: (:
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rowarhs. okay. ignore all that. just pretend you didn't see it.
just so RAHH.ah.NEVERMIND. -breathes
don't ask questions. just understand that people can be fake and irritating. i don't like to say all this publicly. but cannot stand it anymore.
okay. never mindnever never never mind.
let me have a nice day tomorrow please?
i want to hold you for the longest time.
at least singapore idol makes me smile. out of tune but heex.hahaa.alright.nevermind. (:
i am tireddd.
amazingly. considering the time i slept last night. i thought it would die today. but i was more AWAKE. something is very wrong.
went for training yesterday. ahh. i miss them all. did some conditioning and then played basketball..and gosh. to score 5balls. VERY tiring. but it was funn!! aches on my arms and legs. but GOOD aches. (:
anyways. i honestly think the whole thing abt the grad night is just overdone. simple things overcomplicated. and ahh. feel like saying a lot more. but. since it concerns the -- shall not elaborate further here. but. ahhwells. those 3 deserve to be commended. but its unfair to the organisers. hullo. SEC4=o levels?? and that looked like a double bond to oxygen! hahaha.alright.
so. tomorrow morning. i am going to ---bleah--- myself infront of everyone. why? ah. don't ask. don't remind me. just remember not to recongise me tomorrow and understand that dancer-ish is not a word i know. DAAAAN. DEEEBS (NO jellies tmr!! yar right. hahaha.)
and yes. because i forgot to remind shemin abt training yesterday i have been called bimbo yeo. hmmmphs.
chem lessons are becoming enjoyable and anna fu is really quite nice. blur but nice. and PEEKING into the door!!! hahahahaha..ohmyy. a whole grp of us were chatting with her after lesson and yups. she was quite funny and quite nice. esp the OH CHOCOLATE part. ahh. never knew.
today's wednesday. one more full day of school. friday we're getting off early for xc. and the weekend!! yays. i want the weekend to come sooner. but that wld mean that prelims are coming. need the KTS. i need the math, chem, bio, ss, geog KTS. yes. KTS will bring you sucess!
shirruuu!! jjjjjjjjj. byebye to YOU. NOT ME. yesyes. of course not me. hahaha. fast walk is good. yes? (:
ROWARHS.the sec4 chinese syllabus is a CHEATER. supposedly easier than sec threeeee according to what wlj said. BUT ITS HARDER. rooooowarhs. CHEATER SEC FOUR CHINESE SHOUCHE WRITERS. horrible.horrible.horrible.-rants.
and i am not appreciating it.hmphs. i think out of the hundred million trillion chinese words i've stuided i'll only end up using 100max.okay. maybe 250.
anyway. today's SAC sound system was good. and i wonder why. hahaha. it must be because that day deborah and i were ahem* requested to test out the mike.
according to UNCLE. girls voice different from guy and so girl has to try.
sabo-ed.
say what?
something about SAC.
S.A.C.
say two days more
two days to the opening of SAC. testing testing testing.
ah. how nice. and yes. pompous woman and her wonderful not-boring and so humble speech. :| when i was young and beautiful. roowarhs.
o level oral today was pretty good.nice topics. nice examiners. what was your favourite walk and abt pets. so talked abt the rabbit and that walk. :)
the examiners laughed..quite a bit. appropriately. and that's a good sign. :)
right. so back to chinese.
BU YAO.
i absolutely love all of you.
thankyou for everything. so so so much. i really love you all so so so so much.
and its really one of the birthdays i'll never forget.
thankyou for all the notes and all the wishes and all the messages. ahh. i'll never forget what you all have said. and gosh. it just makes me love you all more.
okay. this is for all of you. i didn't have time to tell you all of this. and i don't think i'll be able to say it out loud without feeling like crying. but. yes.
from the heart
KAT!!!! twinnie!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO US!!! ahh. iloveyou so so so so so much. and you're right. i can't imagine training with you anymore. or just school without my twinnyy! wanted to get jy but then. heex :) but thankyou for just being there to put an arm around me whenever i needed it most. i love you so so so much. :)
DAN!! hahaha..ahbeng clock. hahaha.. then ahbeng clock will sit on my table. and everytime i look at it. well. the ahdan will pop into my head!! hahaha..but thankyou for every single thing. ahh. can't imagine what it'll be like when you're gone next year. i don't want to think about it. ahh. i'm going to miss you so much. really. truly. you're just one of a kind.
DEBS!!! cd collection volume TWO!! hahaha..and you know all the songs that i like...we have a lyric-ish bond. and debs! i loveyou. you always make me smile. okok. not smile. LAUGH. and you're best. if i could. then i would. follow wherever you will go. you know what i mean.*loves.
TO THE BEST LONGD JNRS IN THE WORLD.you all are just the sweetest and nicest and the cutest and the best and the specialest jnrs i've ever had. reallyreallyreally. and you know what. i'd give anything to stay another yr with all of you. i'm really going to miss you all so badly next yr. thankyou for just being yourselves. iloveyou all sosososo x 100million times.
TO THE SWEETEST JUMPS JNRS. thankyou sosososo much. i'm really so touched that you remembered. as in i'm not really that close to you all. but you remembered. you guys are just the nicest and sweetest bunch. ah. what can i say. thankyou for making my day. :) loveyouall..
chien,cheryl,kailin,shiru//I LOVE YOU ALL. thankyou for everything. -SUPERLY BIG HUG. you all are just the best. thankyou for all the sweet thoughts behind it..hahah.(to sing along :D ) hahaha..and thankyou all of you for just being who you are. and adding laughter and smiles to my life. i'm going to miss all of you so much. its going to be so different without you all next year.
lingx//as cliche as it sounds. and even though i've said this like don't know how many times. i do really really love you. and thankyou for the teensy photoframe. ahh. how can i ever forget you? my supertall favourite talking-abt-ur-tuition girl. :) thankyou for being so sweet.
to my extraspecial dreaming-of-you person. hahaha. :) thankyou for every single thing..i love you a lot a lot a lot too!! thankyou for every thought and every effort put into the gift. and ahh. even if i want to and even if i try to..how can i ever forget someone like you? :) ps:email says more. :)
vanessa//heys. i was really really really honestly so surprised. and its been so long. but i'm really so touched that you took so much effort for the little cake. thankyou so so much. and i've missed you. and i'll never forget the times we had togther. thankyou so much
cedric//i really don't know what to say. but honestly i'm really touched that you remembered. and thankyou so much for everything. really. i know i'm supposed to get back to you soon. but i guess i need a bit more time to clear it all up. but thankyou for understanding. really.
AND.
to my most precious two girlies in the world. JOY AND CLARABELLAAAA. ours is the special-est sort of friendship. and clara. i KNOW that you'll be there for whoever's wedding it is. and i'll make sure that i'll be at yours too..haha..ah. i can't stand it. i'll write you two a letter. too personal to write it all here. ahh. don't know if these two sillies would see all this anyway. but did i ever tell you two? you two mean the world to me.. :)
but i'd rather not get a present.
i'd rather buy more time
with you.
than get a present.
from you.
that's the main thing i want to say i guess. and its true. i'd rather not get anything if i could buy more time with every single one of you. i'd rather not grow up too. ahh. because it means i'm going to leave you all soon. siighs. i love you all.
BUFFet was nice. (:
the dessert part was expectionallyYUM. hahaha. and they all look so pretty. and there's NONYAKUEH. hahaha..three of us were laughing over it like mad. because its frm the happy fish show. or is it lucky fish? ah. some chinese show. hahaha..and i made daddy eat the red one.
anyways. bio test is over! yay!! (: it wasn't too bad. i think. except. i don't like ecology. that's right.
and i shall make known to those who do not know. i have a un-salvagably mad sister oneonly. for now. the other one's mildy mad. going to be the un-salvageable mad type soon. its only a matter of time. hahaha. coconut princess and the adventurers..hahaha..ahh. this is MAD.
i'm lucky to have those two for some mere entertainment sometimes. hahaha..okok.yes. they are funny. and they always make me laugh. and i likelove them.
(even though they're irritating.)
to be envied. :)
have i said this? haha..okok. i haven't. but.
today was fun!! :)
although people cld have been more enthusiastic. but still. (: yays~
and i do not like the song 'home' in chinese because its too many chinese words in one breath. and i can't read fast enough. so i only like the english version of 'home'. but the other chinese song abt not minding being small is cope-able. hahaha..ah. but new favourite ndp song: where i belong. (:
okay las. singapore songs aren't that bad.
but anyway. i have bad news. i have a bio mock exam tomorrow. and i don't feel like studying anymore. rowarhs. i have no interest in studying ANYMORE BIO. my cerebum has ENOUGH. and i realize i need a groovier brain very badly. if i want to be smarter.
anyways. on a lighter note. tmr after bio test have to rush home. because....
parents are bringing all of us out for a nice birthday lunch at shangri-la. wonder what we're having.. (: finally can not watch what i eat. but still. i miss track. hmphs.
ah. jacquline's hamster bunbun is coming for a stay. family's going for a holiday. hahaha. bunbun the hamster. and baby the rabbit. they are going to become BEST FRIENDS.
bunbun and baby.
hahaha. goodness.
natural selection. i drew spots on the bare giraffes because they look UN-giraffe like without spots.
and the sister says that the dinosaur egg is specially brought back from my table ledge just to show her DOESN'T LOOK LIKE A DINOSAUR EGG.
WHAT?! WHY?!
looks like some weird bean
ahh. thankyou very much.
and i think you shld tell HAHA to leave HOHO and HEHE alone because its really none of HAHA's business right? i don't really know. but. HAHA shld just leave you alone because you really have no idea what. so what's the point of asking you abt hoho and hehe right? haha sounds...nvm. f2f then say.ah. and xin.i think we sound really silly. but its okay. haha :)
ah. the youngest sister is obssesed with a toy elephantie. just got poked in the face with its trunk. it has a red bow tie. and its a BROWN elephant. and you know something. i think its frm chinyen. hahahahaha..and now she's imitating popeye's girlfriend's voice. imitation popeye.
and i just remembered. need to tell chinyen smthing impt.
sigh. bio mock? shall not think abt it for at least 10mins. and its not hard to do. (:
my favourite two chemicals for today. potassium maganate and iron(III)sulphate. (: (: (:
and we go. WHOOPS. got potassium maganate on the cloth. but never fear..because...we have MAGIKCLEAN!!!hahhahahah..and the iron(III)sulphate decolorizes the purple and tadaaa!!!! (: (: hahahah..okok.i think only debs will get this.
ahh. highlight of the day was cleaning up the sink. and pouring the excess potassium maganate into the sink. heex (: ohno! the sink is purple!! -squirts magikclean. hahahahahahaha.. and debs was laughing at everything during chem pract!!
poured the supposedly black ppt into the sink slowly and tried to identify what colour it was by looking at it from the sink. its black. yups it was.
and suddenly. i like chem practs. (:
and to think its only been a WEEK since nationals are over. since i've stopped running. ah. it seems like its been this way for way too long already.
i know you can't be bothered. but things need to be cleared up. and honestly. i really didn't mean for things to turn out this way. and i wouldn't want things to end this way.complicated. maybe i'll talk to you soon online? at least to clear things up if well. it can't be salvaged or anything. i really don't know.
gatacca. is nice. the original and real jerome is nicer. and funnier. its still nice the second time.
da vinci code. ahhh. i think the ending is bad. uberlysuperly anticlimax. rooowarhs. i was expecting something BETTER. and they give me that!!! ugh. i feel cheated. but ahhh. nvm.
ah.national day celebrations tmr. and we have a wonderful bio mock exam on saturday. gaahs. the school is just evil and irritating. ruin my long weekend break. and four math papers. chem papers. literature essayplans. english review. rowarhs.
okay. and i shall not complain anymore.
imissthetrack.
i know things can't last forever. but there are lessons that you'll never learn.
CHEM MOCK EXAM.
tomorrow.
eeps.
i don't like it. and i'm sick of polymerrrrs. i don't really think i care how perspex is really made. as long as it can be used. rowarhs.
let's get it started!! (: (: nice dance!! but ahh. i forgot half of it. even though we spent the whole recess doing it. and the after school doing it. poses.onetwothreefour.DICESHAPED. hahaha.. so funnying!! debs. the perfect role for you in the dance!! hahaha..
its more than what i can do. so out of my control. its not something that i can do. and if you think i'm talking about you. well..its not really you. but i didn't know x talked to you. surprised i guess.
everything's changing. this is gone. that is gone. this other thing is gone. i'm just waiting for that other thing to go. what's next? so much i want to know and so yet so much i don't want to know. ignorance is bliss. people are getting way too complicated. so much people don't know and yet they think they know and they want to know.
ah. studies. give me trigo identities and nothing else please. (:
okay. back to chem.
open your eyes and look outside. find the reasons why. be strong be strong now. too many too many problems. don't know where she belongs. where she belongs. lost inside.
did i tell you this?
I DON'T LIKE SCHOOL.
ESPECIALLY SCHOOL AFTER NATIONALS.
the dullness of school is only enhanced.
siiiigh.
i haven't adjusted back yet.
but i better speed up the adjustment process.
monday: agriculture test. bio test.
wednesday: chem mock exam.
wonderful.
and well.things are a little off right now but i think its better if i don't talk to you for a while. till at least i clear some things up. i'd appreciate it really. please don't ask why. i just want it this way for now.
ahhwells. i just remembered. mrs chang wants me to hand up the amath paper on monday.
and i didn't get it from her.
changwensuoduan. eeps.
xin abt THAT ONE..use social studies inference skills. level 2!! two inferences with supported source details (: you cannot anyhow shapp people!! its sho rude!! i shall shhhmmack you if you dare to shhaap me. hahaha..SHOmaaad!!
debs i cannot tag 62times. because by the time i tag 62 times you can't see my like first 20 tags!! hahaha..ahh. (: (: thehairthing+unsharonish..huh?!! hahaha..ohyes. dance!! i remember my FAVOURITE move extremely well. *ONEclap hahahahhaha..ah. i hate doing my key to sucess. esp quad functions. i only like the trigo part in my key to sucess. ahh. can you imagine changtsai doing NANYANG UNITE and STOMPING ON THE FLOOR!! (fight ar fight ar!!) hahahahha..ahh..-faints.
dan emathpaperdueonmondaaay...........i did almost everything except the like last 3 qns i anyhow did. because I DON'T WANT TO DO ANYMORE. :| i hate loci. mafanationnn. and are you 'ACCIDENTALLY IN LOVE'-D?? ahhh..okok. am i supposed to burn a copy of the first shrek soundtrack for you?? or was it yanling? or was it huiling? heex...ah!!!!typed something wrongly and i created a CHICKEN!! ()> -cluckcluck. hahaha.. shall add eyes!!!!!
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cluck! :)
WE ARE CHAMPIONS. every single one of you. because you dared to run and dared to try.
this year has been the most wonderful year on the track. it really has been. i'm just so blessed and so proud to be part of this batch of sec fours..this team. i really am.
i'm really so proud of my team. i really am. i mean we did so much more than we thought we could..especially this year. its like we never thought our relays could make it this far. we never thought mel could make it this far. we never thought of so many things. but this year was just magical. it was just beautiful.
its like after our 4x400 race, even though we got a third..to others it might not seem like a lot. but to us it was everything. as in we were just so happy the moment we got third. there's so much to be thankful of. and its like we all knew we gave it every single thing we had. we ran with every fibre of strength and courage we had. and we did it. and i'm so proud of them. its true. i've never felt so proud of any other race. so what if we got third? i'm just so proud of my 4x400 team. i really am. and when i crossed the line they all came to me and enveloped me in this big group hug and gosh. all of us were just so happy. i mean its the hardest feeling to describe. i'm just so proud of them.
and honestly. i've never felt so happy so content and so blessed in my entire life.
it might not seem like a lot. but the 3rd in the 4x400 means so much more to me now. more than a gold in the 400hurdles.
odd isn't it.
that's the magic of running. that's the beauty of the sport. and that's the true essence and soul of being a team.
its only the first day since nationals have been over. and already i feel like something's missing. i feel empty.
it seems like you have to be truly part of the sport to really understand.
so now there's a big hole in my heart. because my heart has been captured by that moment. by that team. by that day. by the sport.
so come down from that space now. welcome back to the world. siigh. school...... :(
it is okay. and i'm okay. (:
as in i knew that this year 400m wasn't my main event. and well..its okay. i shouldn't ask for too much as well right? i'd rather get one gold than something like two silvers. so i should be satisfied. and i am. i really am.
a little disappointed with myself BUT they were better than me and they DESERVED to win. because i gave it my best shot but they were better and so its theirs. they deserve it more than anything. and i deserve my fourth. and i am satisfied with it. i really am. its okay. i can't keep winning everything. and its not like i'm that wonderful in 400m. so they won but i'm happy for them. i shouldn't ask for too much. and i'm not.
no one wins all the time. miss tan said i went way too hard in the beginning. but then again. you'll never know. maybe if i didn't go hard i wouldn't have even gotten 4th right? ahhwells. its okay. i'm really okay with it. (:
anyway. had a nice talk with joycheng and chinyen during lunch and on the bus back. yups. it was such an..intriguing talk that i actually took 67 back to school with them so that we could talk on the bus. ahh. politics. and poorjoy. she punched the wall till she had a blueblack on the hand. ouch. :|
and i've realized. those two stjohn's people who helped me up were really nice. whoever they are thankyou. gosh. after the race felt terrible. dizziness. and piaked on the floor. and the two stjohn's people forced me to walk. hmphs. but they were nice. one of them recongized and smiled at me later when i was alright.
and well. really felt very appreciative of so many people today. even some whom i don't even know their names.
chin up
we're proud that you tried your best.
its okay.
so move on. wednesday's coming.
after the hurdles race:
(: (: (: (: (: (: (: its really such a nice feeling. and finally. after so long. yays~
a big thankyou to all the classmates!!! (: (: judyjessiehanhuimatrachelsheilakat. was looking out for all of them before the race and i thought they would miss it. but they came just in time. i love you ALL. *hugs
dan debs kat chinyen..thankyou for being there in school. ahhs. i know i shouldn't have cried because now it seems so silly crying because i was so scared.
cedric thanks for coming down. (:
thankyou all the trackers and everyone who believed..xin.you. iloveyouall!!! (:
its really quite hard to believe nationals are going to be over. no more track. for days.weeks.months. i don't want it to end. i want to run for nanyang again and again. and i'm really so glad i'm part of this nanyang team. despite sometimes how much of a headache i get because of some things but thinking back it all seems trivial. because deepdowninside i really don't want to let go of anything. ahh. you all are just the best and i can't ask for more.
400m tomorrow. that one's the scariest. well. one of the scariest. deargod.please help me. i really don't know what i can do for 400m. as in i don't recall a time when i had the chance to whack an all out race. this is scary. not knowing what you can or cannot do. ahh. i shall just leave it to god and just go for it. -flutters YES I CAN. icanicanicanican.iwilliwilliwilliwill.
but i'm really so thankful for everything now.
thankyou god for every single thing.
when i look to the sky something tells me you're here with me. you make everything all right.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just LOVE LOVE LOVE my classmates!!!!!!!!!!! they brought forward their test to tmr so that they could come on friday for my hurdles!!!!!!
I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!!!!!!
ahh. they're just the sweetest and nicest and the best and the most wonderful bunch!!! <3 <3 <3 <3<3 <3<3 <3<3 <3<3 <3 iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou! gosh. i seriously never thought you all were serious about it!! i really never ever thought that it would turn out this way. gosh. i'm really so touched. I LOVE YOU ALL. really really really.
today's another wonderful day! managed to get by the 3 lessons today and slacked through all of them since well. for math they were going through homework for a whole hour..and obviously i haven't done it yet. and chinese she was just talking about the story or poem thing. and then for english just sat there and looked interested and say "moral code." when asked.. (:
and OUR RELAY TEAM JUST ROCKS!!!!! gosh.goshgosh. first qualifier for nationals. and that has never happened for us before. as in clare and i had only ONE training to train our passing. and during that training zero short passes and two full runs only. and during that two full runs. well. the baton never sucessfully made it to me. i started too fast the first time and the second, well..just couldn't catch.
BUT TODAY!! (: (: (: (: (: (: its our first time. and woohoooo~~ this is really the best. and we thought we were around the 3rd qualifier and i remember asking miss tan 'why not first?' and then she laughed. AND THEN THE RESULTS CAME ON. and we were like "okok. lane 3. please give us lane 3.." but then lane 3 was ijtp's. so then after that we were like "aiyarh. okay. so we're lane 6." and then the speaker goes "NANYANG GIRLS HIGH SCHOOL LANE 4!" and the screaming starts. and that yay-ing starts. (: (: (: (:
and miss tan was asking where i learnt how to dip so nicely. heh. in primary six when i was supposed to try to beat mel in the 200m. hahah. so long ago. but it came in handy today. (: and i'm going to need this dip for the finals. urgh. necktoneck.
okay. so we're going to do it again. nanyang's going to do it again (:
and for my hurdles. i
today's one of the nicest days. (:
i honestly.truthfully thought she would win during the race when i saw her next to me all the way from lane3. i don't know. i really thought she would win and i was thinking something like 'wah.so fast.' and then 'i think i better go faster already!' so started picking up on the last two hurdles. and its the first time i didn't knock any hurdle during a race!! (: but i felt good today. and it feels good to feel good.
68.03. thankyougodforhelpingme!
hey. that rhymed. i didn't know it rhymed. until now.
ahhs. anyway. mel and i have made complete fools of ourselves.
after biolab, along classroom corridoor:
mel: SHARON!! CHARMAINE GOT FIRST!!!!!
sharon: REALLY???!!!!
mel: YESYES!!!!REALLY!!
and we both hold hands and started jumping like mad and squealing like mad. OUTSIDE A CLASSROOM THAT HAD A TEACHER IN IT. rowarhs. i don't care!! and then we were like "YAYYAYYAY!!!got chance to beat ----- alreadddyy!!YAYYAYYAY!!
and suddenly. loud laughter from the classroom
ahh. whocares!!! i think i was back facing them. so maybe they didn't see me.haha..let's hope so. (:
and i have my partyhat beans that look so cute. peter the birthday bean. for huiling. and judy. (:
and even though i might not have been ranked really first overall there is a chance that i might get in because the standard's higher this year. and maybe there may be some extra space for me. let's hope so. but if i really don't then its okay. i still have next year. but i hope i do get in. haha..okay. probably have no idea what i'm talking about but yups. we'll leave it at that for now then.
thankyou god for everything (:
okay. here to blog again.
church today was pretty alright..and it slipped my mind that we were all supposed to wear black today. so i wore white. i really forgot. ahhs. but its okay. i had a white gang. exclusive membership for chosen ones. (:
ahh. and adeline is a kid. 'meeehhhh'. and enoch is amused about the sec-one girl thing. rowarhs.
anyways. i am contemplating whether i should cut my hair. as in i feel like cutting it. after nationals maybe. and i was given a ponytail analysis from my jnrs while we were jogging for warm up. and my ponytail apparently is chopping something. i have a chopping ponytail. and yes. please don't ask me. i think my hair grows s l o w l y. so that's why the ponytail hasn't grown. stop asking!!! hmphs. :|
speaking of training. well..yesterday's training was just great. as in it was really really light. and my hurdling went well. and bonded!! hahah..with chinyen, yati and all the rest. and we concluded that maybe the throwing guy at spe screams when he throws the discus so that he feels BIG and POWERFUL. hahaha..and we have to learn how to control laughter. its not nice to laugh while running past him. esp when he just finished screaming. hahaha..and we saw a strongman yesterday too. he strapped this thing containing weights onto himself and started running on the grass. woah. chinyen said that i'd stay on the same spot and be moving on the same spot if i tried strapping on the weights. ahh.
yups. hurdles tomorrow.
deargod please help me. give me strength and be with me.
right. so the 'can' syndrome. we must say we can do everything because we actually can. yes.so.I CAN.
debs: DEBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!yaysyaysyays~~ iloveyou!!!! and ilovethegradmagthingasmuchasiloveyou. yesyes. <3
matildaTAN! hahahah..aiyohs. its not you!! its the other madder matilda. hahaha.. (:
cedric: ahhh.you.pressure me. hahaha..but thankyou~ (:
lingx: ahhh.monday get the present from me kkies?? i'll be there before recess!
but you only want the ones you can't get. desperado.
why don't you come to your senses.
you better let somebody love you before its too late.
an update.
i don't really like running in the rain.
but its fun..andpleasedon'tletitbetrue. but now i'm feeling a little feverish but NO FEVER.
and i've realized that running in lane 1 can be fun! its quite weird. today's run. because i somehow didn't feel a single bit tired. as in i know i started slow but well at the 200m mark i was thinking to myself that i better go faster.
and at the end it didn't occur to me to actually well, sprint? so i think i just continued at that pace which i thought was quite fun to run at. heh. (: and i tried my best not to bounce. i tried. at least i think i did.
ahhs. anyway the matilda madness has started again. she is my james bond partner!! and we have james bond jackets with james bond pockets!!! (: (: (: (daaan! hahah..remember???) and and and..we must run around the roundabout 3 times for goodluck! before and after the races..hahha..ohmyy. madness. but we will do that.
i reallyreallyreallyreally hope mati can get in for finals. so that i can finally not warm up alone and drown in pressure during the finals. (:
ahhwells. had quite a lot of laughables at the stadium..
400hurdles on monday. what can i say? i
nationals tomorrow. and its here scarily fast.and believe it or not. next week i'm running every day. mondaytuesdaywednesdaythursdayfriday. at least i get to miss school. not that its a good thing though..haha..esp all the relative velocity in mathh. :|
and i didn't mention. judy stabbed my dinosaur egg!!!!!!!!! its really quite sad. so everyday i go to school and see my dinosaur egg with 4 penholes on one side and another hole on the other side. and the testa of my dinosaur egg is coming off. its okay what others say but i know that IT WON'T ROT. because its a dinosaur egg. hahaha..its my dinosaur egg. (:
hahaha..ohwells. enough about dinosaurs. i can just feel the butterflies in my stomach thinking about tomorrow. and its not good. because its only the heats. -flutters.
anyways. i think lately most of the teachers seem to be in a rather good mood. esp anna fu. hahaha..and i think she's quite funny and she doesn't seem to know it. which makes it even more funny.
xin: thankyous! *loves
cedric: rowarhs.hahah..i'm not winning the gold just for you to awtiuaptiawtiuwpe to your friend. its for a different reason. ahhs. i'll keep you updated. if i have the time. weekendsagain.
lingx!!!!! if you see this today!!!!!!!!!!! or someday!!! remind me to give you your birthday present!!! its under my table waiting for you! or for me to remember. hahah..but yesyes. remind me kies?? you're always not in class when i go find you! :)
tomorrow. -breathes in-
FOR ALL 405GIRLIES!!!!!!!WE RAISED THE HIGHEST AMT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!! -screams- yays~ you guys are the bestestbestestbest!! (: (: (:
yays~yays~yays~~my jnr from council told me during training today!!!hahahaha..yayyayyay..this is just wow. and wow. yays~ we rock!!
got glitterfied yet? (:
youthsunday.movingfoward.
i just love EVERYONE over there. they just rock so so so so much!!!!! youth sunday was really good and well..had fun even though i didn't get to be involved this yr. ahhwells. all good things have to come to an end. but sometimes you really don't want things to end.and well. people do have to come and go don't they. so all we can do is just be thankful that we were blessed to have some time to actually get to know them don't you think? well. it'll be sad. but yup. you're right xin. have to look on the brighter side. there's still five months plusplusplus. isn't that better than nothing? (:
i wanna be a reflector!!wanna let the whole world know that jesus lives in me!
nationals are coming. way too soon. and its funny when you think about it. its like when nationals are over the running ends for a while. and i wonder what i'm going to be doing. as in it'll feel just plain odd not running. like there's something missing. lost as chinyen puts it. and when i stop running after nationals it means that i'll be graduating soon. and i don't want to graduate. let's just stay here this way.
the weekend's here. finally. school's the same unfortunately and maybe even worse. math timed trials.yucks. that doesn't sound good at all. sighs.
ahhwells. looking forward to monday. at least there's no school but i think i'll be stuck at home studying..how sad. hmphs. okay. i have to tell myself its okay because nationals are coming and to ensure that i won't miss out too much then i have to be ahead now. yesyes. -nods- :|
haha..and about LAMBDA. and yesterday when jialeee and i were trying to get the pronounciation of lambda right mrs chang came over and asked us what was so special about lambda. and i told jialee to name her daughter lambda. hahaha..and mrs chang said lambda is for those nerdy sort of person..LIKE ZILING. hahahahahaha..goodness!! mrs chang saying that?!! hahaha...so ziling the lambda. lambda the ziling. ziling lambda. (:
and jiale was trying to hypnotize or entice ziling by dangling and spinning that apple by its stalk infront of her. and the whole thing was ziling didn't even see the apple. and she did it twice. madnesses!!
and i just remembered that we're changing seats. ohwells. going to miss those two. ziling's twittering. jialee's nagging. and i know jialeee's going to miss ziling and me..even though she REFUSES to admit it. hahah..but its okay ziling and i know. and we told her wait till graduation. see who cry first. (:
but i don't want to graduate.
okay. time to work harder. hmphs.
i can be whoever i want to be. like queen elizabeth. or lee kuan yeeeeew. hahahaha.. funnyyyy.
ahhwells. day one of school. and jialee and i are already talking about what to do the next time we have a holiday. which is next friday? mm. only day one and we're talking like we've been here for months. not a good sign. ohwells. what to do?? (:
it feels odd. when i'm supposed to feel empty. i somehow feel more filled. more whole. maybe its because i do know and i do believe. (:
ahhwells.
debs: if i were you...-ponders- i'd love ME more than the layout!!!!!!! hmphs. hahahahah..
xin: -loves-
cedric: a 00:38 msg?! wundeful. ahhwells. sch**l. eee. badword.
dan: ahbeng says:SUPPLIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahahaha...ohmyyyy.
right. a new layout for a new term! (:
anyways. i feel like a sim. i think i've been playing too much sims. like that time i was throwing away something in the rubbish bin. and i felt like a sim that was unconciously ordered to throw something away. i think i should stop playing sims. haha.
and i wonder how people can stand training more than 4times per week. 4 times per week is already killing me. like yesterday's training. was supposed to do 3x300 at arnd 48secs and then 4x200 at around 32secs. and the in between rest? walk a 100m. wonderful. i was practically dragging myself to get up and walk the 100m inbetween. and after the 2nd 300 i was almost in tears already. so in the end i ended up doing only 2x300 and 2x200 and i died.
thinking back i could have done somemore. i really could have. i should have. and now i feel guilty. for giving up so quickly.
my other coach was saying that i'm really not ready for those everyday training. and that i seem to work better by training on alternate days. like tuesday, thursday, saturday. and then now when they squeeze in a friday training i'm dying. gosh. and others train 6times per week?! i wonder how they do it.
right. two weeks left. well almost. this is scary. and hmphs. one day to school. :(
and xin. it'll all be alright kies? *hugs. what to do? life's just like that. upbeat! remember.. (: loveyoou*